So why tf did I get kicked out

Basically I was abusing a shit ton of benzos (mainly xan) and mixed it with alcohol the other night

Normally I od locked in my room so no one can open the door

But this time I was so gone and the xans literally told me to go roid rage on my entire family and text multiple family members including friends bad words and bad shit.

Basically Ion remember ANYTHING of this

So ofc im hella suspicious and (from now on i remember js like little pieces) she supposedly took me to make a drug test

meanwhile im still pissed and raging

the same day early in the day i smoked some za so ofc ts showed up aswell on the test

so yeah all in all i got kicked out and living at my mas house rn

feeling like prime clav

my roids r still at home, and im feeling like shit bc i just dropped off cycle